I am reminded that he's not looking for a 180-degree turn-around from us. He doesn't whisper in my ear, "Paula, come and serve me," and I'm like, "Yeah, sure thing, Satan. I'll turn my back on my Savior and be your servant for eternity." But he does whisper in my ear, "Don't start your day with the Word. You should tend to your e-mails first. Routine is over-rated." Or, "Good, job, Paula, you got through the day rather well." Funny thing is though, God gave me any ability in this day that helped me to succeed in small ways or make it through it (every gift is from above...). He deserves my thanks and adoration. He whispers, "Don't you think you should take some time for yourself? You've earned it." Or, "Wow, what do you think of that woman? She's pretty rude." For all I know, that woman might be going through some pretty tough things right now, and I ought to think the best and graciously understand her and be there for her.
God, please arm us for his attacks. He may be a furtive, conniving beast, but you are our strong refuge, a mighty compassionate warrior of love who has and will continue to best that old devil.
He's sneaky.
Great post, Paula...even with the "he's sneaky" at the end. I didn't read it like it was a mistake - it actually kind of works out ;)
ReplyDeleteBut you're right, it's better to end with a note on the grace of God instead! :)
Love you!